Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Love Bird Spring Fever

A few times in the past month, the love bird got of its cage and went behind the TV and started chewing on wires. Then I also noticed it had become madly in love with the yellow bird buddy doll in its cage (if you know what I mean!) I thought I had a boy birdie for sure. Then lately its been hanging around the bottom of the cage more and been quieter so I thought it may be sick. Today it's been at the bottom of the cage all day I was a little worried. Its sibling died after I'd had them a few months and being at the bottom of the cage is a tell-tale sign of illness. But this afternoon, lo and behold, sitting next to Aloha is an egg! I guess she's had nesting instincts and so on kick in big time. Aloha lives alone but still is a momma bird at heart. I hope she's alright. My mom said when she's up and moving around again I should remove the egg(s).

Well, my first official day of summer break and I accomplished almost nothing; the house is still a mess. But hey, I did take naps! :)

The Denver Shia community is trying to do a Madrassah program for summer for the first time. It is to meet on Saturdays at Salem Church, insha'allah, for 8 weeks. I am going to try to help out since I have some teaching experience. The downside for me is the commute; I don't care for driving to Denver, especially with all the time and gas involved. But really I should go there more as that is where the Shias are.

Another blog quiz - this one from Sister Scorpion's blog:

The Knight
You scored 18% Cardinal, 48% Monk, 50% Lady, and 67% Knight!
You are the hero. Brave and bold. You are strong and utterly selfless. You are also a pawn to your superiors and will be lucky if you live very long. If you survive the Holy wars you are thrust into you will be praised for your valor and opportunities both romantic and financial will become available to you.



My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 10% on Cardinal
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You scored higher than 67% on Monk
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You scored higher than 78% on Lady
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You scored higher than 86% on Knight
Link: The Who Would You Be in 1400 AD Test written by KnightlyKnave on Ok Cupid

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Summer

For a teacher, summer and fall are the renewal seasons, not New Year's or Spring. Summer is a chance to recharge, to dedicate oneself to self-improvement and other tasks there wasn't time or energy for during the school year. Fall is a chance to start over with one's profession with a clean slate full of opportunity and potential. It is one of the things I love about teaching is that there are beginnings and ends.

School is out for the season. I still have school related work to do and lots of other things that have piled up to take care of. But I am looking forward to a little more downtime for a few weeks and trying to pick up some good habits insha'allah and take care of things waiting to be taken care of.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Star Wars Horoscope (Libra)

From Sister Scorpion's blog, I took this quiz, another meaningless but somewhat entertaining thing to do....





Star Wars Horoscope for Libra




You are on a lifelong pursuit of justice and determined to succeed.
You convey the art of persuasion through force.
You always display your supreme intelligence.
You have a great talent in obtaining balance between yourself and your surroundings.

Star wars character you are most like: Obi Wan Kenobie

Monday, May 23, 2005

The Weekend

I took a sub day on Friday to go buy the plants with mom and plant them, then I did some graduate school stuff. In the evening mom rented Dodgeball and we watched it. It was just ok. But I watched Napoleon Dynamite, too, and I thought that one was good.

Saturday I did some more graduate school stuff, I took Leo to the vet for a checkup, and I waited around for the cable guy to change out the cable box that has been out all week. Leo is doing well but we're both going a little crazy with him having to stay inside - he's got to finish two weeks worth of antibiotics before he can go back out. With the cable hooked up again, I decided to actually watch a little TV and watched a summary of the year on the TV show called Lost or The Lost. It was really interesting, so maybe I'll try to watch the finale this week. I'd never seen the show during the year but it seemed a bit weird and interesting.

Sunday mom and I walked around the track, I did more graduate school stuff, and my brother came to finish the swamp cooler repairs with me and get that hooked up - thank goodness - because my house was 85 degrees in the afternoon and evenings and it was miserable especially since I don't have ac at work either. I watched I heart Huckabees - very very very very weird, not so sure I liked it. And did some grocery shopping, dishes, and laundry.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Tour Part 1 - Inside

I snapped several pictures in a few minutes this morning. It started as pictures of the new plants to show you, then I just kept going to show you the whole house and yard, basically. I'll post this in three separate posts as I thought that might it easier for you to comment, etc.



This is a view of the living room looking east.



This is a view of the living room looking west, which includes the "dining" area. However, I have never actually eaten at the table (okay maybe once or twice); instead I tend to eat at the coffee table in the living room "east" picture or at the computer in another room. You can also see here the cool fake stain-glass applique on my sliding glass door to the back yard.





Here are two views of the kitchen.



To see the rest of the house, you walk down "the hall". No, it isn't really crooked like that. And yes, it is too white.



The first door to the right as you go down the hall is the bathroom. I love the yellow duck in blue decor. :)




This is the prayer room, what some people might call "office". Formerly, it would have been called a bedroom, before a previous owner took space out of it to install a washer and dryer accessible from the hall. I am really glad they did that; before that was installed, someone had put a washer in the bathroom and the dryer out in the shed! And before that, they either washed their clothes in the tub or took them to a cleaners.



This is my bedroom, with clothes on the bed waiting to be folded.



And this is the computer room. (Computer is not shown.) Previous owners used it a child's bedroom and painted the Disney stuff on the wall.

So that's the inside of my 917 sq ft. house.

Tour Part 2 - front

These are views from the front of the house.



This is well, the front of the house. I know my ugly second car gets in the way, but that car can be important if my Saturn is in the shop or something.



This is a young Clematis plant I planted this year against the neighbor's fence. I planted two, and I am hoping they would grow and entwine themselves in the fence. I got one that is red and white in the flower, and another with purple flowers.



This is the left, or south, side of the yard. I put down that black stuff to cover weeds and I'm covering that with rock. Not near enough rock yet, but I plan to buy a bag or two now and then over the summer to gradually fill it in.



This is the new broom plant I bought yesterday. It could eventually get huge, i.e. taller than a person and six or ten feet around. It is beautiful and low-water (xeriscape).



This is the view to the north from the front of my house. At the end of the street is an elementary school.



Here's another view of my project on the left side of the yard. This is one of the four broom plants there in the rocks, but while the one I got yesterday is a Moonlight broom with lemon yellow flowers, these are Spanish brooms, with darker green foliage and a more stop light yellow color flower. They should also get very big, but maybe not as big as the Moonlight. I bought and planted the Spanish brooms last summer when I couldn't find Moonlights.



This is the view of the street south of my house.



This is the view catty-corner from my house, or basically across the street but a little to the right. This is the track field of a junior high school. My mom and I like to walk around the track here together.

Tour part 3 - back yard










These pictures are what you see from my little back porch as you look from left to right, and the porch swing you would sit at to get this view.



This is a white lilac I got yesterday to go with my purple ones. They smell great right now! But the blooms probably won't be around much longer.



At the south end of my house in the backyard is this kind of no-man's land. I planted the sage a few years ago and it has gotten bigger and bigger, and I've planted a few others called Santorini that I bought yesterday that are supposed to eventually take up lots of space back here. There used to be some giant tree here, evidenced by the stump. The stump makes some parts of the soil very shallow for planting. Plus, the soil back by the fence is very sandy. Luckily, my dirt is pretty manageable for gardening; I helped my mom plant some things at her house which is only a mile from her, but her soil is mostly clay and very hard to dig.



This is two ground-cover strawberry plants and some money-something or other that my mom has on the side of her yard that took over like crazy. So I bought these yesterday and planted them at the base of the shed and I am hoping eventually they'll spread over the years to cover some bare ground here.



This is a spirea bush I bought yesterday and planted in the yard beyond the living grass. I think in future years I'd like to put some large rocks and a bird bath in this area with the spirea and a few other plants.



A closer picture of that awesome sage - so far the only plant I've planted on that side of the yard that's survived, but it is doing great!







This is the smaller, more sagey colored santorini, followed by the larger greener one. I have high hopes for these two! And they were a great deal at only $4 a piece.

Well, that's the grand tour. I hope you liked it! If you're interested, maybe I can get some pictures of the mountains, my school, etc. over the next days and post part four the tour - surrounding area.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Wayfarer's quiz

Well I don't think this really sounds a whole lot like me, but it does somewhat. I think it is just missing some questions somehow.
You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.

Cultural Creative

56%

Idealist

50%

Postmodernist

44%

Romanticist

38%

Modernist

31%

Fundamentalist

31%

Materialist

31%

Existentialist

25%

What is Your World View? (corrected...again)
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Update on Leo

He is home. I have to take him back on Saturday. I guess an old war wound from his tom cat lifestyle resulted in an abscess or infection in his leg deep inside near the bone. They had to cut it out, and I have to give him some antibiotics and pain medicine. His leg is wrapped in a bandage but the cut is left open because it needs to still drain more. On Saturday they would check it and put on a new bandage, and then I would have to bring him again in a few weeks to see if it is healed properly and the infection is completely gone. He has to be an indoor kitty for awhile. Right now that seems alright with him, but that may be harder later. Vet bills are so expensive, this cost nearly $500, but it had to be done. If someone didn't do it, the poor kitty would probably die slowly and painfully from the infection and debilitation. Insha'allah I hope he recovers fully and with little further expense! He seems a bit tired right now but I think he is glad to be home.

Leo




Yesterday I came home in between work and a meeting to find Leo limping around. He won't put wait on his front right leg at all and it does look bent out of shape. It doesn't seem to cause a lot of pain for him and he's eating and drinking but he does find it difficult to get around. He is a stray/abandoned cat that sort of adopted me but also frequently visits others and just likes to be outside mostly and roam the neighborhood. But he has no interest in going out right now and is pretty much staying in one spot, poor guy. He's still purring with attention and all that, but it is so hard to see an innocent sweet animal injured. It makes me want to cry. I don't really know if he has other "owners" or not; I think they were renters that moved on a few years ago. So I need to take care of him; my mom has the day off and will get him into a vet today, insha'allah; I hope they can fix him easily......

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

interviews

Last night I participated on an interview committee to hire a new teacher for the math department at my school. I volunteered for the position because I was curious about the process and wanted experience in it as well as wanted to be able to have input.

I think the interview and hiring process is really very difficult. We design questions we think and hope will tell us what we want to know about a candidate, but sometimes they don't, and yet you can't ask different questions to different people as it is unfair and could lead some people to say the right things that they might not realy believe, etc. Then, after interviewing all the candidates we try to decide which best has the characteristics we are looking for to make our department grow and improve in serving students in the right way. That vision comes from the committee in particular, so one hopes it is a good vision but there is no guarantee. In reality no person has the perfect match, so then one has to decide what is more important and how to gauge many things that were uncertain. Much of it ends up also depending on instinctual reaction to the interview with the person.

The hardest part I found is that one of the people we interviewed is someone who is already with us this year on a temporary contract. In that case, you already have feelings about the person. And your heart may want you to hire him because you think he is a good person and works hard but maybe he doesn't have the qualities the committee had decided it was looking for. So then it is hard because you work with this person to decide not to give them a job, or it is hard to offer them the job because knowing him may have influenced the decision away from the criteria you decided were needed.

Then when it comes to decision time, does one settle for an okay candidate that isn't exactly what was being looked for? Or does one open the position again to new applications taking the gamble that the okay candidate may find another job in the mean time and the new round may not yield a better candidate?

I found it is much harder than I realized. Especially because we try to do the right thing in all aspects, avoiding any injustice for applicants, the department, the students, the school, etc. It is hard to know the best course.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

eh

I soooo don't feel like doing stupid graduate school stuff - i can't wait to be finished!

Mom is recovering, not feeling great, but doing alright, alhumdooleluh.

I love the white prayer chadors - if Muslim women of the world had a uniform I wouldn't want it to be the Iranian chador or the Saudi abayas, I would want it to be the white prayer chadors.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Mom

Well, mom is supposed to be in surgery right now. I appreciate everyone's prayers and I hope everything goes well. I'm anxiously waiting for news.:)

On the weekend we had a nice Mother's Day; dad let mom buy some flowers and we spent the afternoon planting them. On Saturday she helped me put down some rock in my yard. Weather-wise it was a beautiful weekend and I've been really enjoying my new porch swing being able to sit outside in my private background, swinging and enjoying God's creation. The tree in my yard has several bird nests in it - looks like Robin and Black bird. I thought I saw a bat the other night fly through the yard around dusk.

My graduate school courses are harder this time - more work required - but it is the last ones and I can't wait to finish.

Monday, May 09, 2005

The Final Insult

May 9, 2005

By PAUL KRUGMAN
Hell hath no fury like a scammer foiled. The card shark caught marking the deck, the auto dealer caught resetting a used car's odometer, is rarely contrite. On the contrary, they're usually angry, and they lash out at their intended marks, crying hypocrisy.

And so it is with those who would privatize Social Security. They didn't get away with scare tactics, or claims to offer something for nothing. Now they're accusing their opponents of coddling the rich and not caring about the poor.

Well, why not? It's no more outrageous than other arguments they've tried. Remember the claim that Social Security is bad for black people?

Before I take on this final insult to our intelligence, let me deal with a fundamental misconception: the idea that President Bush's plan would somehow protect future Social Security benefits.

If the plan really would do that, it would be worth discussing. It's possible - not certain, but possible - that 40 or 50 years from now Social Security won't have enough money coming in to pay full benefits. (If the economy grows as fast over the next 50 years as it did over the past half-century, Social Security will do just fine.) So there's a case for making small sacrifices now to avoid bigger sacrifices later.

But Mr. Bush isn't calling for small sacrifices now. Instead, he's calling for zero sacrifice now, but big benefit cuts decades from now - which is exactly what he says will happen if we do nothing. Let me repeat that: to avert the danger of future cuts in benefits, Mr. Bush wants us to commit now to, um, future cuts in benefits.

This accomplishes nothing, except, possibly, to ensure that benefit cuts take place even if they aren't necessary.

Now, about the image of Mr. Bush as friend to the poor: keep your eye on the changing definitions of "middle income" and "wealthy."

In last fall's debates, Mr. Bush asserted that "most of the tax cuts went to low- and middle-income Americans." Since most of the cuts went to the top 10 percent of the population and more than a third went to people making more than $200,000 a year, Mr. Bush's definition of middle income apparently reaches pretty high.

But defenders of Mr. Bush's Social Security plan now portray benefit cuts for anyone making more than $20,000 a year, cuts that will have their biggest percentage impact on the retirement income of people making about $60,000 a year, as cuts for the wealthy.

These are people who denounced you as a class warrior if you wanted to tax Paris Hilton's inheritance. Now they say that they're brave populists, because they want to cut the income of retired office managers.

Let's consider the Bush tax cuts and the Bush benefit cuts as a package. Who gains? Who loses?

Suppose you're a full-time Wal-Mart employee, earning $17,000 a year. You probably didn't get any tax cut. But Mr. Bush says, generously, that he won't cut your Social Security benefits.

Suppose you're earning $60,000 a year. On average, Mr. Bush cut taxes for workers like you by about $1,000 per year. But by 2045 the Bush Social Security plan would cut benefits for workers like you by about $6,500 per year. Not a very good deal.

Suppose, finally, that you're making $1 million a year. You received a tax cut worth about $50,000 per year. By 2045 the Bush plan would reduce benefits for people like you by about $9,400 per year. We have a winner!

I'm not being unfair. In fact, I've weighted the scales heavily in Mr. Bush's favor, because the tax cuts will cost much more than the benefit cuts would save. Repealing Mr. Bush's tax cuts would yield enough revenue to call off his proposed benefit cuts, and still leave $8 trillion in change.

The point is that the privatizers consider four years of policies that relentlessly favored the wealthy a fait accompli, not subject to reconsideration. Now that tax cuts have busted the budget, they want us to accept large cuts in Social Security benefits as inevitable. But they demand that we praise Mr. Bush's sense of social justice, because he proposes bigger benefit cuts for the middle class than for the poor.

Sorry, but no. Mr. Bush likes to play dress-up, but his Robin Hood costume just doesn't fit.

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Friday, May 06, 2005

More Animals

This morning I saw a black squirrel and deer - including fawns - on my way to work.

Today is the lottery to see if we get to move classrooms next year; one of the math teachers with a nice classroom is leaving, so today we may see who gets to move.
We also may get to see what we're most likely teaching next year; I'm excited about that! If I had another job in the district besides teaching, I would like to be the data processor who does the scheduling stuff because for some reason I find that stuff cool.

My mom has to have surgery next Wednesday, she just found out yesterday. Its supposed not to be a big deal, but any surgery to me is a pretty big deal. I may take off the day, or maybe another day after she gets out would be better....

So many people let life carry them along. They fill it with stuff so they're so busy and they convince themselves that they have to do all those things, but in reality maybe they are running after rizq more than they need to or inefficiently, etc., and they lose sight of what at least I think really matters - relationships with people and with God. Not saying those completely go by the wayside - they may still devote time to go to church or mosque and to pray, read Qur'an, etc., but they miss the reflection and quietness with God, they miss quality time with family except in rare intervals, scheduled precisely. I think this is really sad and even dangerous behavior that affects the very best of us. Being busy isn't all bad; devoting ourselves to good things is nice, trying to better yourself in education and work has its merits, but sometimes people spread themselves too thin or get to emmeshed in things that detract from the most important parts of life. Suddenly someone is 55 and wishes they'd spent more time with family, children, God. I just don't believe you can make up for lost time - lost time is gone forever, you've only got the present to work with.....

On perhaps a contradictory topic, I'm thinking of doing a PhD program starting this summer as soon as I finish my masters'. I found a program that looks pretty painless, actually and I am attracted. So, we'll see insha'allah.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Gold finch! - not Goldfinger, or finger in chili or finger in custard




Not a great picture, but evidence of something very exciting to me - a Goldfinch in MY yard! Woo hoo - my mom has been getting them for a few years but I hadn't seen any down here yet. It was sitting on the fence when I got home from a union meeting and I was afraid to get out of the car and scare it off. I watched it for about ten minutes eat some 4 year-old thistle seed I had in a feeder - must get more thistle now. :) I hope I see more soon....

Last 20 Searchengine Queries that led people to my blog

Just for interest/amusement:

Last 20 Searchengine Queries Unique Visitors
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30 Apr, Sat, 10:06:16 Google: terrafinder
30 Apr, Sat, 15:00:04 Google: "eric Christen"
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02 May, Mon, 12:52:50 Google: 2005 resurgence of wildflowers in death valley
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02 May, Mon, 19:39:43 Google: "KKK in schools"
02 May, Mon, 23:15:39 Google: clue to the handmaid's tail
02 May, Mon, 23:32:36 Google: occurrences of wildflowers in death valley
03 May, Tue, 05:23:08 Google: terrafinder

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Contradictions?

Have you ever felt that life was basically going great and yet at the same time felt life was miserable?

I mean we always have so much to be thankful for, and yet still have so many needs - physical needs, spiritual needs, mental needs, community needs, etc.